Shake your tambourine
"You blow my head open. Of one thing I'm sure...
I do my best for you I do"
Sunday, March 06, 2005

It's Sunday evening. I'm not supposed to be so frustrated on a Sunday evening. I just got back from dinner at my cousin's house in Mt. Vernon. (Which is technically Westchester County, but it's on the edge, so it's really close to the Bronx.) Anyway, I dropped my friend Jeff off on the Upper West. Then I dropped Dante off in the West Village. All was fine and dandy, except for the fact that I could not get myself to Brooklyn. And I kept getting all turned around. And I was doing my best to navigate through Lower Manhattan. Thankfully, I received a phonecall just in time, so I had some help. But it was still frustrating. And yes, I did start to cry.

So I get to Brooklyn, and, of course, I can't find a parking spot. (OF course!) I drive around for about 20 minutes, and finally decide to throw my car into a lot. I just couldn't take it anymore. And I've decided that I'm gonna try to get a parking spot. I'll make it work financially. I just can't deal right now. I'm gonna call tomorrow and see how much it's gonna cost me per month. But this was just TOO frustrating. TOO frustrating.

And now, I'm home and doing my best to calm down before I hit the sack. Tomorrow IS Monday after all, and work is gonna frustrate me enough. (God, the thought of dealing with the crazy tomorrow and all week gives me a stomach ache).

I'm home... alone. I hate being home alone. I am not Greta Garbo... "I don't vant to be alone!" I hate it. Hate it. Hate it! I know that I've been saying that a lot, but I do. It's not fun. I don't want to be by myself. It makes me sad. I don't know if I'm ever gonna be ok with this. Let's just hope that, as I truly believe, the end is within reach.


An Angel Flying
something food related

Feelin' Creative...

ljc fyi
pink is the new blog
not martha


New Moon
Stephanie Meyer

Will revisit:
The Money Book for the Young, Fabulous, & Broke
by Suze Orman
Invisible Man
by Ralph Ellison
Catch 22
by Joseph Heller


by Stephanie Meyer
Best 'Tween Book EVER!
Little Earthquakes
by Jennifer Weiner
Loved it!
Harry Potter 6
by J.K. Rowling
Can't wait for Book 7!
Diary of a Mad Bride
by Laura Wolf
This one made me feel normal
by Jeffrey Eugenides
Motorcycle Diaries
by Ernesto Che Guevara
Just OK... not amazing
Fan Man
by William Kotzwinkle
The Life of Pi
by Yann Martel


A Prayer for Owen Meany
by John Irving
The Photograph
by Penelope Lively


Eric Hutchinson
American Hi-Fi
Carbon Leaf
Damien Rice
The Shins
Sarah Mclachlan

Where's Dashboard Confessional?


Other Stuff...

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